doing time out here
just waiting for the cause
something big and worth defending
and in between the times when
things were poppin off
we were stoned and watching
as the world was ending
broken-hearted drunken kids
not quite pretending
but now its plain to see
there's a price to pay
staying free
here's to diving in too deep
you can see but you can't breathe
hedonite
smashing headfirst through
the same revolving door
and I know that I'll regret it
never be enough of us
to even up the score
and we dried up all the water
used for crying
in a world where everything
is slowly dying
I got the best of me
try to believe its not
how I wanted it to be
the blankest mind
the missing history
you gotta know its not
how I wanted it to be
the dead bones of everything
have washed up on the shore
and the sun bleached out the color
petrified and permanent
and here forever more
the same spark that puts
the lust for life in living
so beautiful and cold and unforgiving
we did it yes indeed
we tempted fate and
fought a war with destiny
the endless feast
of burning entropy
you gotta know its not
how i wanted it to be